Unknowns

There are so many questions that I would love to have the answers to right now. For instance, where am I going to be living next year? Will I be married or not? Will I have my career started by next year? Will I be making better money and using the skills that I learned in school at my job? Or...will I still be spinning my wheels and not going anywhere like I am right now?

I am a planner by nature so having all of these unknowns are somewhat of a struggle for me. I have been unable to wrap my mind around not knowing where I am going to be in the next year; not just location wise but in all aspects of my life. My spirit is uneasy and I have began to question my purpose in life. I feel that I am capable of so much more than what I am doing right now but all my efforts to move forward have been unsuccessful.

Dear Real, Big Girl job...please let me find you soon...